it's just there.

so yaaaa know.. the in between is really the only place we have between here and there.. and theres always that time before right now, right?

until next time..

i just though i needed a little bit of time to reflect on the absolute BEST summer of my entire life, so far.. i did almost everything i wanted to plus a little more! i had some of the best experiences, met some of the best people, and just had SO much fun!

So i guess it all started off with just hanging out and relaxing around good ol berks county.. went to the beach at blue marsh and all around just chilled..



First main event was classics fest @ Nelson Ledges which is in Ohio. I can't believe i never discovered this place till then.. honestly THEEEEE best place in the entire world.. enough said, GO! i was blessed their with amazing ledzep, floyd, janis jop, beatles, neil young, and many more cover bands.
















Directly after this festival was Phish @ Hershey on June 13. This was an awesome show, my first phish show actually!















Somewhere in there i went to my first rave.. definitely not my last, i cant believe i was not into this shit till this summer!













Next Phish shows were Camden nights 1&2.. first night definitely was the best of the ENTIRE tour, that i saw at least. very interesting experience the first night, lovedddd it :)










Right after this was Phish @ Merriweather, June 27














Best weekend of the summer was Grateful Fest @ nelson's. CRAZIEST time of my life and worth every second of it. Cant even explain my friend dying and coming back to life, living in the stars for a couple hours, disco pizza, DSO killin in, plus sooo much more!




































Can't even believe All Good was DIRECTLY after this!!! :) Even though we had no easy up when it was 30000 degrees out, we managed to survive. Cant even begin to name all of the awesome bands that played.. marvin's mountaintop is definitely a beautiful place and i cant wait for next year. the dubstep bus was definitely a riot.. Bassnectar!!!!! ahhh








Even though its's August, summer is not over. This weekend i will be venturing to Jerry Fest, followed by Summerdance @ Nelson's.. oh AND i just moved into my apartment.. things are greattttt! :)

so it is officially summer yet it does not feel like it has arrived at alllll..i am sitting here still looking and feeling like a chipmunk due to getting my wisdom teeth out two days ago. not to mention these meds are not working so well right now. work and sleep and friends is all my life has been consisting of since school has been over. i am actually surprised at how well i did considering i never went to class. there are so many things to look forward to i cant even keep track of them anymore! AC in less than a month, preceded and followed by phish shows..i should be knocked out by now but i guess i slept a little too much today..i need some changes or something exciting to happen, im getting a little bored over here.. need some spice in my life. we'll see what happens

oh ps, did i ever mention i love phish?

Here is a list of ways sugar can affect your health:

Sugar can suppress the immune system.
Sugar can upset the body's mineral balance.
Sugar can contribute to hyperactivity, anxiety, depression, concentration difficulties, and crankiness in children.
Sugar can produce a significant rise in triglycerides.
Sugar can cause drowsiness and decreased activity in children.
Sugar can reduce helpful high density cholesterol (HDLs).
Sugar can promote an elevation of harmful cholesterol (LDLs).
Sugar can cause hypoglycemia.
Sugar contributes to a weakened defense against bacterial infection.
Sugar can cause kidney damage.
Sugar can increase the risk of coronary heart disease.
Sugar may lead to chromium deficiency.
Sugar can cause copper deficiency.
Sugar interferes with absorption of calcium and magnesium.
Sugar can increase fasting levels of blood glucose.
Sugar can promote tooth decay.
Sugar can produce an acidic stomach.
Sugar can raise adrenaline levels in children.
Sugar can lead to periodontal disease.
Sugar can speed the aging process, causing wrinkles and grey hair.
Sugar can increase total cholesterol.
Sugar can contribute to weight gain and obesity.
High intake of sugar increases the risk of Crohn's disease and ulcerative colitis.
Sugar can contribute to diabetes.
Sugar can contribute to osteoporosis.
Sugar can cause a decrease in insulin sensitivity.
Sugar leads to decreased glucose tolerance.
Sugar can cause cardiovascular disease.
Sugar can increase systolic blood pressure.
Sugar causes food allergies.
Sugar can cause free radical formation in the bloodstream.
Sugar can cause toxemia during pregnancy.
Sugar can contribute to eczema in children.
Sugar can overstress the pancreas, causing damage.
Sugar can cause atherosclerosis.
Sugar can compromise the lining of the capillaries.
Sugar can cause liver cells to divide, increasing the size of the liver.
Sugar can increase the amount of fat in the liver.
Sugar can increase kidney size and produce pathological changes in the kidney.
Sugar can cause depression.
Sugar can increase the body's fluid retention.
Sugar can cause hormonal imbalance.
Sugar can cause hypertension.
Sugar can cause headaches, including migraines.
Sugar can cause an increase in delta, alpha and theta brain waves, which can alter the mind's ability to think clearly.
Sugar can increase blood platelet adhesiveness which increases risk of blood clots and strokes.
Sugar can increase insulin responses in those consuming high-sugar diets compared to low sugar diets.
Sugar increases bacterial fermentation in the colon.




So i am pretty sure that 'sugar' is not that only item in our life that has many many 'risks'.. i dont why this is iterestig me right now but its too weird how this certain website it making sugar seem like it can kill you.. further in the article, it explains how practically consuming sugar, will develop cancer.. weird how i am thinking about this..yumm

Om Gum Ganapatayei Namaha

So i just returned from a beautiful night with deva premal and krisha das.. i was having a somewhat shitty day and honestly i could not feel any better.. the key to everything is to get outside of your "thinking brain". i just need to keep with it and hopefully get rid of anything unnecessary in my life. once again i will be venturing home to see some people and just get away from this mess.. spring fling is around the corner, aka must go to the gym twice a day now! haha yeah right but seriously, it has been at least 80 degrees the past couple of days which made me miss basically all of my classes, ooops..

goodnight

how i love being sleep deprived.. yeah right




after making it through my first class it is time for bed

i am excited to document some of my current obsessions..

only 104 days till i can experience this once again.. as much as i am pumped for summer, this will most definitely be the highlight and words can not describe it.

as for the present moment, i am hoping i can somehow sneak my way into flux tomorrow, since they always boost my mood so entirely much. but other than that, saturday i will be reunited with friends from home which i love so much <3